All this "Clearing and Cleansing" has brought so much Extremely awful stuff to the surface at one time. It is so very hard to single out the issues to resolve them. And Oh, the awful feelings!!! How do I release all this? How do I deal with these things that are so painful without bringing more of the same on? How can I hang on here? How do I take back control of my emotions?
I realize now, that for every thing I have been asking to release, I have got to accept it, deal with it, and release it. But, now I know why they were hidden so deep to become blocks! The PAIN of some of these is so Agonizing!!! And I feel so aggravated at my loss of control!!! How do I clear myself of this negative energy when everything I know to do isn't working? How do I stop this vicious cycle? More importantly, How do I deal with this without bringing more of the same on? I am backsliding at a very fast pace here! I NEED HELP!
Oh LORD, what happened to my mentor? I haven't heard from her in a couple of months? And what about just a friend? Would any one understand? How do I do this by myself? How do I get back my happiness? How do I move forward from here? What is the next step I need to take? How do I get this out without taking it out on anyone? I'm not afraid, or scared, I am hurting and confused. My heart is twisting in a death grip. I can give Love and strength to others so freely, how can I give that back to myself now? Deep down I know I am a Very Loving human being, where is all this anger and frustration coming from? How do I use it to my advantage instead of it controlling me? Where is my peace?
Oh Lord, I pray for your guidance, and strength! Please let me be the loving, Giving soul I was before. Please help me deal with this pain. And Release it once and for all. I know I have had great tragedy in my life, but that is the past. I Have to let these awful feelings go. Please help me replace them with pure white light! Please guide me to the successful person I am meant to be. Please Help Me Take The Next Step! In Jesus precious name, I'm sorry, Please forgive Me, I Love You, And Thank You, Thank You, Thank You
Amen
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Hi Brenda,
I have a friend who can help you. Her name is Rena and she works with people helping them with blockages. She has clients that she charges but she also has people that she works with for free. I think she can really help you with this as she uses Ho'oponopono. Brenda send me an email at matlok15@hotmail.com and I will give you Rena's number. Sometime we can't do it all by ourselves. Sending you love and light, your friend Matt from Nightingale.
Lord, please help Brenda in her journey. Please watch over her and send her in the right direction. Please send her the mentor she is in need of to help guide her on her way to success. In your name I pray. Amen.
Just a short prayer to help you on your journey. DON'T GIVE UP! You have come so far! If you continue to grow and keep on your spiritual journey there will be no stopping you!
Thank You so Much for all your support through this difficult time in my life. But, as each thing clears, something new and incredible fills it's spot. I know I am on the right path. And I am confident that the right teacher will appear when it's time. (even though I think I'm ready...LOL) God Bless you!
Hi Brenda
Henrietta here. I have tried calling but your never home! LOL email me when your going to have some free time. I miss our chats!
I miss you
Call or email me
Henrietta
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