Catching up on Baby Santana 5

Oh what a true inspiration this little angel is to me!!!! The doctors have gone from saying there is nothing more they can do... to now saying if he continues to get better they will put him on the list for a new heart!!!! What a strong will to live this baby has!!! It just makes my heart sing to hear good news I have NEVER doubted that he is going to get better and stay with us! (Ok , I did get scared a few times, I admit it.... but I never stopped believing) I just know his life has a strong meaning and he will be a Big Voice in this world! I have seen his smiling face in my meditations, and I see such power surrounding him! He continues to fight against all odds! He has fought since the day he was born to stay here on earth with us and I believe he will make a Huge difference in many, many lives! He already has in mine and I still haven't met this angel yet! Things are also getting better for his mother as I am told she got a job!!!
Oh, I feel like Julie Andrews in "The Sound Of Music" just happy, and singing and knowing! And as you can see from the picture... he has gotten bigger since the first pictures I have! He still has a long way to go, but Miracles are in progress here and I now try to vision the day he will get to go home from that hospital! Well and Happy and Whole!
I am just so blessed to see such miracles happen and be a part of it all! I wanted to shout to all of you that are praying and helping that.... all our prayers are helping!!! He is getting better!!! PRAISE GOD!!!!!! Thank You, Thank You, Thank YOU! Joined together ... we have made an incredible team rallying for this little angel! I pray we continue to make speedy progress for his health and well being and that of his mothers as well! Lord only knows the strength she has had to dig deep inside herself to find! Again, I say prayers of gratitude for all of the help and support this community has given not only to Santana and family , but also to me! I found you all when I needed you most and I am overwhelmed at the LOVE and SUPPORT I have found in all of you! God lead me here to you ANGELS! I am so grateful!!! I wish I could do art or music or something to show you all how I feel, but I haven't the talent.... but I will find a way to thank you somehow! I'll keep you all posted on the healing process! Until next time... May God Bless each and every one of you and see into your hearts and give you everything you desire!
Much, Much, Love and Gratitude
Brenda
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Catching up on Baby Santana 4

I just got an update from the aunt that is not good. She did not go into detail but whatever prognosis these new doctors are giving is a very grimm one. The mothers faith is all but shattered. She is now trying to contimplate on how to pay for a funeral. My faith can not see this picture. I still see that beautiful angel happy and growing to be a great man with a big voice and a huge purpose. I refuse to let fear in my picture or my heart where this angel resides. I only send him my most loving, joyful, happy, strong, faithful thoughts and emotions I can muster. I am doing what I can to help by trying to get donations for them and more importantly prayers of people who BELIEVE. I ask you all to continue all your support and prayers for this family. I Give you all my LOVE and Gratitude and prayers for everything you need or want in your lives as well.
Well the details I am getting are so far... the doctors think he has celebral palsy and his heart can not be fixed... therfore he needs a transplant! But, because he still doesnt eat and needs to build strength they won't put him on the list for a new heart. He needs to get some strength. I let go of any fear here and I send all the LIGHT of healing and positve LOVE I can to wrap him in. And as in one of my videos I will go back to watch....."I LAY IT DOWN" to God! And I have Faith and Belief that God's perfect WILL will be done! And I also send all the FAITH and healing energy of HOPE and strength to his mother Robin...... May they both be wraped in Gods Light and Perfect Love!
Thank You
I'm Sorry, Please Forgive Me, Thank You, I LOVE YOU
Brenda

Catching up on Baby Santana 3

NEW UPDATE....... Today, wednesday the 24th the family is having Baby Santana moved to the "Childres Medical Center" in Dallas. This is because the doctors at the other hospital have said they have done all they can and that basically that he won't get any better! I personally, see this as a answered prayer that he gets the special attention of doctors that can help him and still have the faith and hope for this angel!
The aunt has been e-mailing a doctor from this new hospital desperately trying to get another opinion. And by the Grace of God, he is now getting involved! AMEN! Thank You Father!!! I believe that with doctors that specialize in children is just where he needs to be! But because of money, this wasn't an option before. I do not know how this changed, I do not think money came in , I think God made this possible through our prayers! So I will continue to get this story of this miracle child out there to raise whatever finances I can to help get him the best doctors available. I have a donate button on my main page for any of you that feel inspired to help! Again, I am so Grateful for all your prayers and support from this community! You have opened my eyes to be able to do so much with LOVE and GRATITUDE! Thank you, Thank You, Thank You I LOVE YOU ALL!
I'M SORRY, PLEASE FORGIVE ME, THANK YOU, I LOVE YOU
Brenda

Catching up On Baby Santana 2

Oh isn't he the most beautiful little creation!!! I thank God for such a miracle as this!
" he had a very bad day Saturday, another seizure and they still can't get him to eat, and the doctors still can't figure out what is making him so sick. "
That is the text I got saturday for his update. But instead of praying out of fear and sadness I prayed out of gratitude to send Love ,Joy and comfort! I truly felt the "shift" in things as I did this. I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that this little fighter is here to stay and it just fills my heart with JOY! I also know he has come to my reality for a reason and I am doing all I can to fulfill what I believe that reason is. I also continue to pray for his doctors to get the guidance they need to fix his little body so he will have a QUALITY life!
I thank all of you sooooooooo much for your support, guidance, prayers and love for this angel and myself! I am truly BLESSED to know you all! I thank God everyday for all of you! May you all find the happiness you seek and may all your dreams come true rapidly!
Much Love and Light,
Brenda

Catching up on Baby Santana

Ok I am sorry it has been so long since I posted but I have been very busy with my work in my Boundless Living Challenge Community! So I am going to copy my posts from there to try and catch you all up to speed on what"s going on with our little Angel!

I had struggled at first with this and didn't really want to share it because it just seemed so personal. But,I have had this feeling for days to write it so here is what happened. But first, please remember I am so new to all this I wasn't sure what happened.
I was asking my daughter for an update on baby Santana. She forwarded a text from the aunt (the woman she works with) and it told of his seizure and how she didn't feel like talking. She was sad, mad and overwhelmed by all her poor sister and nephew were going through. Well that text hit me in the gut so hard I just cried and asked God "how, pleses tell me how to help" I prayed and then I decided to meditate to quiet my mind for an answer. I held the picture of that sweet little baby in my mind and pushed all the love and comfort I could to it.( It made my heart just ache for the pain his little body must be suffering)...and all of a sudden..... I seen that baby Smile!!! My whole body felt a rush of LOVE and warmth come over me.....I was so envolved in seeing that beautiful smile I just watched in awe.... Then I seen someone holding him up and spinning him around as you would a toddler (and in this part he was a toddler) he was giggling and oh so beautiful!!! Then the arms that held him put him down to play, then turned to leave. That's when I saw the most beautiful sight I have ever seen.... it was an ANGEL!!! I couldn't see all of it at first, just the flowing gown and huge wings....and as it was going away it turned and smiled!!! Then I was so in shock of what I had just seen in my mind I was afraid to say a word, except THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU! And the feeling that had washed over my body was undescribable. I knew for sure that minute that this baby will stay with us, and his little body will endure all it has to to get well because the angels are keeping him safe and happy. I had struggled for some time wondering why I felt such a draw to this little angel. I had no powers that I knew of to help him, I don't know any specialist to help give him the care he needs ....or so I thought. But I do..... I KNOW GOD! I know the BEST healer of all things. So I continue to get this little angels story out to all I can reach because I know God wants me to do this. I have been putting prayer request everywhere I can find. I have even begin asking how to do a benefit to help raise money for the family. I don't question why ....I just know I am to do this. So that is my update for now, and today my daughter said that he is still the same and the doctors don't know what is making him so sick. So I am praying for a specialist that can truly help this angel. But I KNOW he will get through this, he just needs some help......and maybe, just maybe I am the one to find it for him if my story gets enough people aware.
I want to send all of you my GRATITUDE and LOVE for all your support and prayers and kindness! This community has opened my eyes to so many things....Thank You All'
Sending You All So Much Love,
Brenda

I'm Sorry, Please Forgive me, Thank You, I Love You

Baby Santana Still NEEDS Our Help

My heart is in such agony for this little Miracle child. He is going through so much pain, I asked God if there is any way I can take it on for him. This precious Gift of life is so tiny, yet fighting with all he has to hang on. It breaks my heart to hear of a child in so much distress! I have all the FAITH in the world that he will come through this. But all those needles and probes and tests on such a little angel is so hard to understand. My heart just cries out for him. I am asking you for your continued prayers and support for this angel and his family. I know prayer and FAITH are the best medicine.I am now trying to set up a donation account with paypal for this family. Hopefully I'll have a button on here soon to donate to his cause.
As for the up-date on him, this morning at 5am he had a seizure, and today they are to do a spinal tap. (poor thing)
And his mother and aunt have been on an emotionally draining rollar coaster, as any of us can imagine. I pray for their strength, comfort, and continued FAITH. I pray for the doctors to have the knoweledge to assist GOD in whatever this Baby Needs! I pray for strength and comfort for baby Santana, may he be in Gods hands and not feel all this torture to his poor little body. I pray that the word of this miracle child goes out to all who can pray and be of help!
I have been sending all the responses to my daughter that gets them to the family. They appreciate it all and are truly grateful for all our prayers. And I am so grateful to all of you in this community that has given me help in finding ways to help this family. I truly Love you all! So Please, Please, continue to give your support and prayers and as soon as I know more I will post it! God Bless you all and Thank you, Thank you, Thank you,

I'm so sorry, please, please forgive me, Thank you, thank you, thank you, I LOVE YOU
Brenda Best
PS... You can follow his progress and my other posts by going to ....
http://boundlessliving.ning.com/profile/BrendaBest

update on Baby Santana

Well Our little angel is hanging in there! This came as no surprise to me as I feel in my heart he will grow up to be an amazing man!!! But the doctors are sure not as optimistic as we are. But I know they are trained to prepare a person for the worst. They said it has been touch and go without much change and he is retaining fluids and they have to get that to stop and get him to gain actual weight before they can do anything else. I now have the mothers name . It is Robin Roscoe. Baby Santana last name is Rosco-Ross. He is at the medical center of Dallas, Texas.
I want to thank each and everyone of you for all your prayers and support of this new little angel! I want to do so much more for this family since I have learned that the mother is unemployed and lives with her sister and that's all the family there is. If anyone knows anything about raising money for a Great cause could you please, please, point me in the right direction? I sent a copy of my first post to the newspapers and tv stations in the Dallas area hoping they would pick up this precious little angels story and get people donating to help with the medical funds. But as of this morning no one has. It is such a wonderful cause for humanity I can't understand how they can overlook the needs of such a beautiful miracle. I personally do not know this family , as I have said, but I am so drawn to this little fellow that I will not quit trying to bring Awareness to anyone and everyone!!! I just feel God asking me to help this family. And since you are all my newest family with the most positive loving support I have ever been a part of I am turning to you to help me help them..... Thank You and God Bless

I'm sorry, Please forgive me, Thank you, I love you.